Reflecting on 2014

It has been a long time since I blogged an entry, other than those advertorials. First, wishing everyone a great Happy New Year 2015! I ended my NYE on a good note, at least, then started my first day of 2015 having a picnic at Marina Barrage with the girls whom stayed in my life for approximately 10 years. Thank god it didn't rain though!

Well, the past year had been quite a rough year for me, as usual. However, it's better than 2013, I would say. :)

2014 In A Nutshell

2014 was the year whereby there're tons and tons of 21st birthdays!
I switched my Yoguru job to WingTai (Dorothy Perkins) just because the franchise Yoguru closed down one by one.
It was also the year that I wanted to do better in dance, tried for Junior Audition (and failed), as well as Production Audition (and passed!).
The year I broke off friendship with someone and later on cleared the air (you know who you are), not being fake but I am actually glad we're back like before. ^^
DWZ dance production in August, great experience though I was so stressed up throughout the trainings/ bump-in days/ actual performance.
Knowing more people and some people left too. Got closer with some people and also drifted from some too.
The year I hit 21st, got wiser and think much more maturely even though I'm still behaving so crazily and like a child.
I got stronger physically through dance PT and feeling so good!
Yes, my biological brother is having a cold war with me for 3 months already. I cried. I don't know when will this end but I hope this will end soon. I can't confide in him anymore.
Last but not least, I encountered the FIRST EVER FAILURE in my entire life. I failed an exam. Since I was in my last semester before I can actually graduate, I was given a chance to retake a supplementary paper. I will never forget this module, STRATEGIC MARKETING. I iz haz no strategies at all! However, I passed my supplementary paper too. It was so damn difficult but I still managed to pass! So elated that I announced to all my friends!


Well, done talking about what 2014 had treated me with... Let's move on to what happened in 2014, as a whole. I was quite devastated to know about all the misfortunes that happened (even in the last week of 2014). I was so upset, I cried. I dreamt about it.

Cases of MH370, MH17, QZ 8501, Korea's Sewol Ferry and Typhoon... That's the fragility of life. When I read about news of how a brother sacrifice his life vest to his younger sister, I cried. (Sewol)
When I read about news of three victims holding hands together when their bodies have been found in the sea, I cried. (QZ8501)
There's more...

Have you ever thought that life is so fragile and there are so many unexpected events that can cost your life any moment? You wouldn't know if you can live to see tomorrow. Therefore, treasure every moments, with your family, loved ones, friends, etc...

You wouldn't know when's your last goodbye.

2014 has been full of ups and downs for me, for everyone else. We gained some, we lost some. What we gained might not always be positive, likewise, what we lost might not always be a loss. We gained insights even though we lose something. We learnt. We get exposed to experience, we become wiser than before. Thanks all for giving me room for growth, growing to be wiser, growing to learn that people are not always true to you. Trusting someone takes so long to build.

New year resolutions this year? Too lazy to list out. Basically, I want to be stronger than before (physically and mentally). Teehee, I want to train to have abs. I WILL TRY NOT TO BE LAZY OK.
I want to feel better. Oh, I have yet to ride a bike in 2014, okay this shall be my new year resolution. I will find a job and love it. I shall write daily diary, starting from day 1/365! Most importantly, be a much better person, to myself, to everyone. :)

Anyway, one of the changes I might make is to... quit Dreamwerkz. Well, still unsure if I should quit dancing.

Goodnight!